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Studies in Silence: Playing Death Stranding in 2025

Yes, the first one. I know, I know… I’m absurdly late to the party.

So why now? I finally bought it because as with most AAA games, which I always get long after they’re released, I felt I had no excuse to postpone this one any further. Mainly because Death Stranding already came out back in 2019, now the second game was just released, and I’m already being hit with spoilers for both games left and right. Thus: It was on sale. I clicked “install.”

And now I’m walking across Kojima’s America.

The whole thing is a paradox in pixel form: It’s slow, it’s lonely and it’s tedious more often than not. But it had me the second the fierce, melancholy ache of Low Roar’s Don’t Be So Serious hit me right where it hurt. I didn’t think I could so quickly become attached to a game which accompanies you with music as half solemn funeral march, half whiny indie ballad, combined with a strange kind of silence while you navigate craggy landscapes beneath low skies while trying not to drop your cargo and keeping your flasked Geiger-counter baby alive (yes, really). 

Kojima masterfully constructed landscapes that feel empty, yet full of absence’s gravity. Towers of concrete, ghostly specters, roped pathways between isolated enclaves: the architecture of loneliness as natural space. You cross these spaces as a pilgrim, delivering parcels and binding together a fracturing nation, one knot-city at a time. It’s a myth of connection through absence. The dead bleed into the living.
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untitled poem no.1

it’s mockingly banal
how neatly the bitter past
blends into this year’s april
leaving no traces.

what is left?
what’s to come?
whatever else there could be,
whoever else still has a voice.


one of my very first.  originally it was written as an aside, a sort of lyrical diary entry. it’s been exactly 9 years since I wrote this one – April 9th, 2016 – and it struck me as relevant again in the light of current events (numerous global crises, political, economic etc). so I saw it fitting that it should also become the first post here. why not?